Thursday, March 26, 2009

I wonder

This is what I wonder...
I wonder if I am good enough to raise these 3 girls. Am I good enough to make the right decisions so they grow up right. Will they be kind, will they be caring, will they put others first. I wonder if they will be able to expand in their talents and be smart in school. If they will have close friends when they need them, or if they will be best friends with their mom or seek guidance from their dad. I wonder if they will live every day to the fullest and always be happy. I wonder if they will make all the right decisions and take the proper course. I wonder if they will follow their dreams. I wonder if they will be best friends and go to eachother when they need help. I wonder if they will know how to help others in need. I wonder if they will be strong in the church and marry in the temple one day. I wonder if I will help them be the best they can be so they can be the best wife and mom some day. I wonder how am I going to teach these girls to be the best they can be so they can have the best future. I wonder how someone trusts me to make the right decisions for them. I wonder if I will mess up. I know there will be mistakes and tough times, but the Lord knew what he was doing when he blessed me with these little girls and I will try my hardest to raise them right. I love them more than life itself and I can't wait to see what great things they do in their future because I know they will all grow up to be amazing women. I know that if I do my best and always be there for them they will know they are loved and always feel safe.

I love these girls and I will work my hardest to give them the best life they can have and I know with an amazing husband by my side we can do anything.

3 comments:

the fellers said...

you are seriously like the cutest thing! Seriously! You are such a great mom, and I know you guys will do great with those girls, cause you already have, and you have always amazed me with how you get through things, like having twins, preterm labor and sickness...seriously, you guys are great, and how could those girlies NOT turn out great....cause look at you guys, and plus, they are freaking beautiful, so they have to be great! Can Scoty marry one of them? Wouldnt that be funny! haha

Mleger said...

All we are asked to do is our best. You're on the right track by loving them and modelling the behaviour you feel is important for them to develop. We are all works in progress who need to improve through our lives. We are imperfect beings struggling to be perfect...

Janas Bananas said...

I think these are the questins every mom asks..WIll I do a good enough job to make them what tehy need to be...its scary, but such a honor to be trusted with these special little spirits, nothing is better then that. I think that if we arn't questioning ourselves then we arn't doing our best, striving to be the best parent we can be is what we need to be doing. And thinking about what is best for our children is the only way to do it right?? YOu are doing a great job, your family are healthey and happy and you are thankful for it all, Its very refreashing to read.

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